2005-10-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

Happy to Be Dumb

Now i've realized i'm happy to be math stupid. From the day i was born, i didn't really know i was really dumb until "certain ppl" told me. Yeah, i remember when i was in primary sch , how the math teachers hated me. They hated me for the very fact that i was stupid in math and i was on the verge of failing every math test. Well, i admit i was a lazy child. But i always question myself,"wat made me different from the rest"?This bubble of stupidity, was i born into it? Why can't any of the "math essense" penetrate it? Does this even make sense. I realized after that that this 'stupidity' is actually a gift. Y so? Well, i realized that ppl who are stupid in math has actually more "Why's " in their head than any other people. They tend to think more and question why it is so, y the equation is as simple as that. Many could argue with my reason, but in my case, it is so. Many had given up on me since i was small, they tell me to stay away from math which is also to discourage me into taking any science subject. I was officially known as "stupid". And yet, here i am taking calculus...hmmm....

So, to cut the story short, everyone can do math it's just different from everyone. It depends on how many "Why's " they have in their head. As my smart friend ever told me, " Just shut up and don't ask so many questions in math" @ dismiss the "Why's " in ur head. Haha.....

2005-10-26T16:14:00.000-07:00

Gaia in Progress

Twisting like a song

Yet Smooth to the Touch

Cold and Daunting

I Pleaded too Much

Touch her and You Feel

The Pain and Sorrow

Do you think She'll even be there Tomorrow?

Save Her We Will

Weeping is a Start

I'll wait by the Windmill

Where we'll see the reasons to our Hearts

Help her I shout

She is barely standing

Her knees are hard

I'll start mending

Join me

Come and See

The Reason for the Call

Hear me

Feel thee

Earth of Hearts

The Heart of Gaia